My, its been such a long time how do i even try to explain all thats happened, I thought "hey its a year since the c-diff" so i must be improving, but then the ms reminds me how far i still have to go and perhaps never see again. But what the hell, its been one hell of a ride and i'm still here, so the reason has not been found just yet. Is it just a voyage before the next one, which hopefully will be better.
mystic